WILL-- 06-- Visited paralegal again-- still incomplete

I'm going to a paralegal and paying $200 for 5 documents written up properly and notarized with two witnesses-- the witnesses themselves being tough to find if i didn't pay the fee at an office where they do this. The difficult in preparing docusments like this is amazing. One paragraph on the "medical directive" says-- withhold food and water. Say what? That's the de facto standard. I want that removed. I want more than that-- and I want my headphones on. Apparently people haven't thought through how to die comfortably because witholding food and water has to be painful even on the lower level of consiousness... This is a taboo area-- like money and sex. I was interesteede in death studies at a very early age. I named certain people as medical power of attourney without checking with them-- I've been cut out from all cryonics forums-- so can't discsuss it without picking up the phone-- the whole process sucks. Watched Suzie Orman-- she's crazy-- but you learn a few things from her too. Preparing for death is like preparing to enter college. Churches can do far more to make death preparation entertaining and easier.