WILL-- Health Proxy-- cryonics-- Venturists.

I'm in the process of investigating if the Venturists would be able to act as health proxies-- one of the documents involved in making a complete will. As it turns out, I was told I offended a particular Venturist in my blogs who is on the Venturist board and that I should apologize FIRST.

Oh shit. Now I'm screwed.

I have two initial reactions to this. 1-- WTF? What did I write? 2-- the Venturists are CLEARLY not Chrisitan since my health proxy would enable Venturists to decide how to handle my health decicsions if I were unable to do so myself-- and THAT sort of thing would involve UNCONDITIONAL "concern"-- As it is, it's tied into "not insulting" other Venturists in blogs. So-- should I look, instead for CHRISTIAN cryonicists? This is where I'm at right now.

The process of completely my will and related documents is beginnning to become a nightmare. No wonder most people don't have wills. Furthermore, wills are not discussed in cryonics literature, blogs, forums etc.... since a LOT of what NEEDS to be discussed is VERy personal-- and this is a big problems... because what's PERSONAL is personal to everyone-- and therefore is GENERAL-- and NOT unique to each person. What's needed are more cryonics bloggers-- who discuss their personal affairs hidden behind pseudonyms--

I've emaile Alcor, my cryonics org about being my health proxy. Who in general do cryonicicist put as their health proxies??? I've been cut out of ALL cryonics forums-- and am barely able to communicate with the cryonics community now-- as a result of my association with Larouche... who is a bona fide eocnomist and Classical and Christian Humanist-- so on THAT count, we can see the CRyonics-- no matter what is writen on the cryonics sites-- are IN EFFECT-- EXTREMLEY Anti-Christian... and this is big problem-- and PROBABLY leads to the condition of cryonics which is GENERAL FAILURE-- to grow...

This is a huge paradox for me. I think what's needed is a COMPLETE REorientation of cryonics within a CHRISTIAN paradigm. I'm more comfortable with Christianity since having read Larouche for the past 7 years. Actually, the POPE in the RC church and ALL Christians really need to have EIR magazine on hand-- because the PRACTICAL APPliCATION of the the component of Christianity to the REAL wORD is expressed there... I'm fairly well read-- I KNOW what I'm talking about here-- and my position is UNASSAILBLe-- and THAT is why I've been cut out of discussion groups-- even ones I"VE INITIATED!!--

Larouche is the worlds' most dangerous idea--- dangerous to the EMPIRE-- the British Empire-- and the CITY OF LONDON-- because larouche exposes the source of WWI, and WWII and Globalism CULTS-- and the global warming hoax. I CLEARLY make distinctions in my blog regarding all of this and my personal favorite ideas like a science fiction interpretation of Jesus etc.

I think what we have here-- in cryonics-- is a multiply layered system of personal egos tied into ideas that are NOT ARTICULATED too well-- and that as I proceed into this "nest"-- and get on butt end of these attacks-- I uncover the working operative philosophies of the cryoncists-- and basicallky I'm SCREWED. This latest feedback from the VENTURISTS that they will consider being my health proxy-- in the event of my medical inability to speak for myself-- depends on NOT INSULTING certain Venturist board members in blogs-- which was probably a valid insult-- knowing me-- is THIS MORNING-- quite despicable-- and displays the TRUE CHARACTER of the "Venturists"... who by the WAY.... long ago-- indicated that there would a VENTUREVILLE-- where cryos could work and live together-- and WHERE IS THAT?

This TINY littel piece of feedback-- tells me a LOT. And it does NOT make me happy. It actually leads me to think about making a concerted effort to FERRET out more Christians in cryonics and to create a CHRISTIAN CRYONICS CLUB where we would interact on health proxies UNCONDITIONALLY. In the face of death-- we absolutely have to indicate a display of UNCONDITIONAL concern for each other. The VENTURISTS fail that test.

I don't feel like being held hostage to shutting up about things I see that need commenting on. This turn of events is astonishing to me. IT tells me that I've been raised in a Christian envirnoment with certain expectuations-- and that the Venturists are truly ANTI-Christian. Do Christian cryonicists really want to depend on NON-Christians to suspend them? Christian cryonistis are in deep trouble in cryonics-- on the first count because cryonics might not work-- and on the second count because cryonicists are-- despite lip service as seen on the alcor homepage-- mostly RABIDLY anti-religioous and anti-Christian.

It makes me cycle around, often, to wondering about my eternal non-existence-- as a very real possibility here. If cryonicists hate each other THIS much-- we're truly NOT helping humanity. God help us.